Nathan made a friend this week.

I am so sorry for your loss.  Your child is in good company, though.  Nathan will watch over your baby and show him the ropes.  I have cried many tears for you today.  I never expected this day would come so soon.  I saw something shiny near Nathan's grave and wondered what had been left this time.  It was the wrapper for your flowers.  I saw your note.  Cling tightly to the child you got to keep.  Give them more hugs and kisses than they can stand.  Treasure every moment.  You know how precious those moments are.  I know your pain is too great right now.  I know you feel like it will never get better.  I'm here to tell you that it will.  There will be days where you can make it through without crying.  I am not so sure there will be days where you won't think of your lost child.  I haven't had one yet.  But you will make it through.  It hurts.  It stinks.  And I'm sorry you are having to live through this hell.  I don't even know you or your child's name but I am praying for you.  And he is playing with Nathan in heaven today.